today was one of those days ya kno where everything seems to go gr8 nothin seems to bother u as much cuz ur on that high bcuz u and her went bak and talked about the memories and that smile she had on her face it was priceless absolutely amazing especially after wat we r goin thru a day like this is good it takes ur worries and pressures off fer that little bit of time so that u can make the best of ur time with whoever ya kno i hope tomorrow turns out the same way i really do cuz i could do today over and over again......

well... things were goin good then i started feeling wrong about everythin like it was all 2 much like i had gone 2 far once again and i don't kno wat 2 do i mean like i like doin it and all but then again i shouldn't b doin it in the first place and i don't wanna get 2 close bcuz it could all turn out bad again but this time worse i want 2 b with her more than nethin but there has been a wall put up btween us that keeps us from each other and the only thing 2 do is wait until it is broken down to actually b able 2 b near her or b part of her life again i just don't kno wat 2 do nemore....